Cast the shadow of burden behind us
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> Thursday, May 28, 2009
Okay- Here comes the very "expired" post. =)

Life has been pretty mundane.

I can sum up my day for the past few weeks/months in 10 sentences.

1. Wake up in the morn to catch ZS's morning msg before he fall in & go back to sleep.

2. Wake up again & get ready for work

3. Walk towards train station, be a public nuisance with MQ/sleep, alight.

4. Walk to office, sit down, work, lunch, work, knock off

5. Reach home, laze, bully Megan, laze, laze, laze

6. Dinnertime

7. Bathe

8. Wait for soldier's call

9. Walk to the switch, press it

10. and Goodnight.


I'm desperately trying to lengthen the whole list cause my day is simply hopelessly boring. Okay, on some days I give tuition. HA HA. and that's it. Nothing special ever happens.. So I've submitted my resignation request and it was approved last week. Decided that it's time to take a break and smell the roses.

This job really brings me through a roller coaster of emotions. I feel irritated when certain things happened beyond my control, very happy with the friends I made in the office, very satisfied when I helped the people in need and very glad that I've gained something out of this whole thing. So when my resignation was approved, I felt alil...I feel that I really will miss this place where I went through so much. But there's always an end to everything, It's time for me to spare some time for myself and do some things that I like before school starts on 28th July. Can't believe it's coming really fast! On one hand I am really excited to resume my role as a student, seriously nothing beats being a carefree student, I regret so much for dying to graduate and abandon my books in the past. But on the other hand...I dread meeting new people :/ socialising is a really tiring thing for someone antisocial like me. urg.

K anyway back to history. Ranting on will only lead to more expired posts. I've decided to stop bullying Megan one day and brought her to th playground one day after work. This lil devil can really be a darling at times (:


Look at their size, can you believe they're BOTH 3 yrs old? That's my active Megan for you. She hardly walks. She hops/jumps/runs/rolls/do stunts in replacement.


Her new found friend was jealous that I kept snapping pictures of Megan and insisted that I take a picture of him too. Then the cheeky boy did that.

A twisting Megan

Then she decided to be a copycat and made me snap a picture of air.


& tadah! The hunk and babe.

Megan is the hunk. haha.
Just look at their legs! My jaw dropped when the boy's grandpa told me he's 3. And his jaws dropped when I replied she's 3 too :/


Just watching them play, running after them, holding their little hands and wiping their sweat made me happier than ever. Sometimes when you feel that nobody can make you happy, they do the job neatly. =)

Then then.. I went back to TPJCO couple of weeks ago to get my qin back and to see how's their preparation for their upcoming SYF. & as expected, I feel so nostalgic. The same place but everything & everybody's different.

2007 with my kuku hair, fellow LQers & fans! (who forgot to bring flowers. I STILL RMB!!!)


2008 during the exco meeting

and in 2009, I became the history of TPJCO.

The TBYs (:


the...speechless? hahahhaa.

& the visitors (:

and I finally brought my qin back!! I totally neglected my qin after the NAS alumni concert hahaha. And I enthuly practised for a few hours after I got home and I got red monkey ass swollen fingers again!I wish I am not that pervertic.. but I am. I still enjoy taking pictures of my injuries! haha. Don't ask me, I don't have the answer either.



The juniors look promising.. They've many more performers, and are dilligent. Wanted to meet up with them since SCH is only behind the CPF building and I was totally like spamming Simin's phone to get news of their arrival. But they didn't reach by lunch time.. Anyway they've got a silver award and I heard that some broke down. But I think that it's not bad at all! considering the fact that some only learn for as short as 2- 3 months. So I'll say... WELL DONE! (:



Then

Ladies night once upon a Friday! :D went out with my girls, supposedly to a pub cause we've not been to one before! (sua gu alert :/)

But we were all a little disappointed cause it turned out to be just a bistro. But we still had fun in the end, I would say it's all about the company afterall (:

was a lil out of place initially cause we don't really know the people there but being very us, we warmed up and progressed from a quiet corner, to the middle, then to right in front of the stage HAHA. and we the self-entertainers got high somehow by eating countless éclairs, popcorn chicken and listening to some live band.

Jasmine eating soil chocolate ;p

Began to get alil noisy and boring so we decided to do something a little naughty! Headed down to 7-11 to get some M18 drink hahaha.


Seeing is believing. We don't drink, only Jasmine does!


The un-drunk

The tipsy + act-tipsy

Part of us (:



& On his 1st bookout! :D

When someone who's always with you left you physically all of a sudden, every single minute that you can see him really become more significant than ever.

(:

I used to go in circles and refused to accept the fact that he can no longer be available as and when I need him. But life doesn't leave us with many choices, it's either we stay strong and accept it, or cry all day and still have to accept it. It's time to let him go and do what a man should do. And from a whiny girl complaining about how army keeps us apart, I began to feel proud of him. No longer complaining about his aches & flat foot but talking about what he aspires to do and achieve out of the whole thing (:


&&

on a Saturday many many many many many weeks ago, we had another girls outing
@ our ever favourite place- Sherlin's place! Very homely and comfortable (:

Met in the evening and it was one of the best outings we ever had. We gathered together on her bigbig comfortable bed, each hugging a resident from her bed, catch up and gossip. oops. Then... we decided to have an impromptu stayover!

We decided to chat till we fall asleep and we did.. till we started blabbering nonsense subconsciously and the last person fell asleep.

The lucky bear that spent the night with me...and invited complaints and glares from Kylie who was unwilling to share our already-limited space with the human-sized thing hahaha


Met these girls 7+ years ago when we were all toot-toot with round specs, centre parting, high waist knee length skirts and soccer socks. and now they're all beautiful blooming flowers but with the same gay personality.

Gonna end it with th ever cliche.....Time really flies.. But how beautifully and meaningfully it flew (:



> Saturday, May 16, 2009
A short lil update before I post the entry about the history...that has been stuck in my draft folder for weeks! I've yet completed that entry and to be honest, I don't know when lazybum loo will get back to it hahahaa..

Went gymming for the first time in my life last week, sad to say but yes, my virgin visit to the gym! Poor Zs is stuck in camp again and poor me has nothing to do, so I went to gym together with leekiang to sweat it out! I've only exercised 3 times ever since I stopped having PE lessons last August.

1. A random jog after work in January
2. Intensive stairs-climbing during the flyer distribution in February. And my toenail came off, and it conveniently became the excuse for my laziness muahaha, till
3. gym last week!

And during this period of no output, my input of food remains large. Please tell me I am still healthy.

& to make things worse... I MET PETER. Not that meeting him is bad haha.. but can I not have anyone whom I know to be around when I obviously will appear very frog-in-the-well in the gym later on.. haha. Okay and he could tell than I was new.

Tried the cycling machine and it's comforting to have Lee Kiang beside me (: She soon abandoned me for the threadmill while I continued cause the threadmills are all occupied and...I actually felt intimidated by those "old birds".

Warmed up and soon I resumed my usual self, meddling with every equipment though I embarrassed myself a couple of times. urg. And it's time to stop and bathe! and... camwhore. haha I can't believe I am saying this.

Fresh after working out!
We were saying that it feels physically tired but mentally refreshing! Sound like broken english haha. Okay it is but that's the best we can think of!





& we thought we might want to capture some "memories" of my first! with all the sweat that's evaporated, the towel that smells and the hair that still looks messy. Pardon the suagu frog.


Until our mental problem started acting up again..

Leekiang is very...professional. HAHA. Pleases don't come after me after you see this!


Please just look and forget. Just for fun!


I'm possessed by Chung Ying. HAHA (:


Maybe you can help to think of a caption for this? ;p


The manly duo. Somehow I look like I'm just airing my armpit :(


& I told you we can be decent too. (:


Went pasarmalaming/shopping/blahblahing and Chung Ying soon joined us. They went for midnight movie while the poor lonely soul wandered back home alone.

I used to feel sore over his lousy schedule. Everything seems to take place during the weekends but after reading the blog of girl whose bf passed away in army last year, I feel that I really should have nothing else to complain as long as he's safe and sound. I'm not being cliche, I'm just being truthful to myself (: So all army man, please stay safe for your families, friends and girlfriends! (:




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